OKAY i know it has been like 3 months since I have been on here, but I have been very busy. That's a lie, I haven't been busy I have just been neglecting my blog, I am sorry to disappoint my fans-- OH WAIT! I dont have any! And because of this fact, I am no longer going to hold back or be how you say "politically correct". I'll get to the film school, and actual important issues in a minute, but first I need to rant a little....
I have this friend, one of the oldest friends I have, I mean we were BFF's before that term existed, well anyway she has always been a little bit of a narcissistic bitch, but journeying in our last year of college she is on a whole other plane I mean this girl is ridiculous, She thinks she is someone, she thinks she is going to be the single most important person on the planet, and us "little" people are just lucky to know her, ( if you're sensing a tone of jealousy.. you should become a detective) The thing is she is getting some where, she does know alot of important people, but it is just obnixous the way she flaunts it.. ughh.
We have always had a frenemie dynamic even though we claim to be best of friends, we are competitive bitches, and seeing her flaunt the fact that she knows what she wants and she is doing any and everything she can to get it, always reminds me that I need to step my game up, and that I can be doing the same.
SEE TOLD YOU I WOULD GET TO THE FILM SCHOOL STUFF......
Which is exactly what happened tonight, I hear she is starting a blog which lets face it isn't anything ground breaking, I mean my professor's dog has a dog for goodness sake..but its just the fact that she deems her self important enough to have one when she doesnt like to write, and already has every other social media outlet on the market, and its the fact that she announces on all of those said platforms that she is starting a blog and that we all need to "STAY TUNED", please.
I know i have a blog, but i dont expect anyone to read it, it is basically an outlet for me to practice my writing, and to use when i need to throw friends i have had for 15 years under the bus, you know typical reasoning.
I am suffering major writers block pertaining to these applications. Every school demands something different from me, and every school expects gob loads of my work. I'm considering using this blog as a place to upload my writings, maybe seeing them published will give me a better idea if I'm getting anywhere or if I should just give up, and "go home"....
Thats where I am at right now, they say at some point in everyones application process they feel like this so I am hoping it passes, because right now I am feeling like the only writing I will ever be capable of doing begins with this :APPLICATION FOR UNEMPLOYMENT